The biopsy results from me uterus came back this morning and there is NO CANCER!!!!! YEAHH!!!!! I couldn’t be more relieved. I’ve been in such a depressed mood but this helped lift my spirits a little bit.
Yesterday, I talked about setting small goals for myself for today. Guess what? I didn’t meet them all…yet. I said I was going to shower before I came downstairs this morning and that didn’t happen. I did eat a healthy breakfast. However, I couldn’t take my dogs for a nice walk because it’s been raining. So I guess that leaves taking a shower and that will happen before I go to my parent’s tonight for dinner. My mom asked if we wanted to come for dinner and I said yes and I’m forcing myself to go. It’s not that I don’t want to go, it’s my depression making me not want to do anything at all. Ive literally been on the couch for three days. My sister will be there too which will be nice because I haven’t seen her in a few weeks. She’s 25 weeks pregnant so I like to keep up with what is going on. I actually bought (online from the comfort of my couch) my nephew a onesie yesterday. My first of many purchases I will make for the sweet little baby. I haven’t told my husband yet about the purchase because he will think it is a manic purchase, but that’s not it. I’m honestly just really happy for her.
I’m going to take a nap and then maybe I’ll add to this blog post.
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