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I have been trying SO hard lately to stay positive and to look at the bright side of every situation. Today I am really struggling with this. I want to pull out my hair and scream at the top of my lungs. Everyone is allowed to have bad days. However, it’s not okay to take the bad moods out on me. I have been through hell and back the past month and I’m barely hanging onto my sanity.
Andrew is not helping at all because he has been extremely cranky and nasty towards me. The frustrating part is that he doesn’t even realize it. He doesn’t think he has done anything wrong. I feel like complete shit from the hysteroscopy that I had Tuesday, but I still went grocery shopping today so he would have something for dinner tonight. Instead of a thank you, he snapped and said, “well why did you get that?” WTF. He didn’t tell me what he wanted and he was flat out rude to me. This was just the latest thing. To some people it wouldn’t be a big deal, but to me it is because I’m in pain and still thought of him. He has been snapping at me all week. I’m just not going to worry about him and just concentrate on my needs and myself.
Thank you for letting me vent. That’s all I have for tonight.
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