Welcome back to Smiling Through Tears!
I feel like everyday I’m bitching about something new. But seriously — WHEN WILL I CATCH A BREAK?!? I woke up today sick with a fever, aches, soar throat and cough. Yesterday, I found out I have PCOS and I’m still waiting for my biopsy to be done in April. I am completely infertile and can never have my own children. On top of all of this, my major depressive disorder is making me majorly depressed. So does anyone have the answer to my question about when will I catch a break? I need one very badly.
I’m very angry, depressed and anxious. Every time I start to think positive or start to feel “normal” something else is thrown at me. I don’t like to feel sorry for myself, but I do right now. Trying to stay positive is getting harder by the day. I don’t know. That’s all I have for today. Time to go back to bed.
To my new followers, welcome to Smiling Through Tears. This blog is a daily account of my struggle with mental health disorders. To all of my returning followers, thank you for supporting me and following my journey.